Im tRyInG To lEt gO

Theres nothing I hate more
than sad good-bye but what drives me crazy
is cheaters and lies

love is something special
when both people care
when you can count on each other
to always be there

there was something about you
I just cant let you go
I still fu**en love you
and just want you to know

that you where very special
and I wanted us to last
and even though were far apart
I cant put you in the past

a part of me is still waiting
I want you to explain
why you left behind our dreams
the happiness and pain

I don't know whats happening
cause its never happened before
its like were stuck in a room
and I cant find the door

I'm not trying to hold on
for Ive gone through too much pain
I Just want to let you go
but theres something I cant explain

when I feel like you are gone
I start to fall apart
something brings me back to you
and our whole fu**en start

I don't know what it is
but I want it to go away
cause its crazy I still need you
after 3 years and 1 day

I want you to remember me
and the things that we went through
because I know you really loved me
and boy, did I love you...