Ever...................

Ever felt your self falling to the end of the earth
Ever felt your self darkening like a curse

Ever felt unwanted, disposable, lost
Ever seen your family and felt so out of place?

Because I feel this in my head in my heart and soul
I feel it in my deepest core and its drilling though my walls

Not long till it breaks me this feeling of deep hate
Not long till I am lying in a pile of who I use to be

Pain changes you in so many ways sometimes you shall never be the person you was