Why don't they love me

Why don't they love me
for me?
Is there something about me that
I cannot see?

I've always blamed them for all
the wrongs they have done.
How far as a person have I
truely come?

Surely some of the blame must fall
on my shoulders.
Even I'm not proud of who
I've become.

If I can't even begin to love
myself.
How is it that I can expect it
from everyone else.

Each day has become a
struggle to live.
Your love I hope to one
day receive.