Sorry and Thank You

Sorry if I don't seem to tell
you much these days,
I can't really explain my many
strange ways.

Please don't think its because I
don't trust you,
You'd be amazed at how much
if only you knew.

You have enough to deal with
every single day,
Without having to hear the things
I have to say.

Thank you for being a continual
presence in my life.
And letting me hold your hand
instead of that knife.

It must be hard when you
don't know whats wrong,
But know that your being here helps
me stay strong.

Thank you for everything that
you've done.
And helping me come
as far as I've come.