So Sick Of Him

I love the kid to death
I love the way he makes me feel
I love the fact I can't get him off my mind
When the pain of him is getting too much to deal

I hate the kid to death
I hate what he's doing to me
I hate the way I feel for him
When I know that he's cheated on me

I wonder what he's thinking
I wonder if he still cares
I wonder if what he said that night was true
When he told me that he loved me too

I think he cares that he's hurt me
I think he knows he broke my heart
I think he trust his instincts that says I'm torn apart
When night time comes I wonder if he knows I cry
because thoughts of him I can't get off my mind

I can't get him to go away
I can't help but thinking of letting go
I can't think this at the sametime though
When the truth is that he's my life and he's all I know

I don't want to eat
I don't even want to sleep
I don't know what to do
When thought of him I just can't defeat

I'm so sick of the hurt
I'm so sick of the lies
I'm so sick of love hurting so much
When it makes me feel like I want to die..