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by Samsara Apr 4, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
I feel the sting across my face as you beat me once more. I stand here unflinching like I've done a thousand times before. I see the anger in your eyes and the frustration on your face. I wont give you the satisfaction of seeing a single tear fall into place. I know my refusal to cry angers you even more. But the harsh and painful words you speak are entirely uncalled for. I stand here and listen to you unrelenting and defiant, This only angers you further but forever I will remain silent. The less I say, the less I cry, the more furious you become. It may be a small victory but to you I shall never succumb. Hour upon endless hour passes, Eventually you grow weary, Aware that your words and fists no longer hurt me so easily. As I walk into my room the tears stream down my face. All I've ever wanted was to feel the love in your embrace. I've never truely felt loved by you and I know I probably never will. All I hope for is that the pain and torture ends, before my blood you spill.