This pain..

I never imagined me,
Holding a knife,
Trying to set myself free,
And wanting to take my own life.

I never thought I would dread each day,
Having fights with my family and even my friends.
I never thought I would come to say,
But I just finally now, want to end.

Is it just a feeling or is it me?
I'm not sure,
What in life I want to be.
My heart is torn, and all I want is a cure.

A cure to end all this pain,
To never feel this agony,
Ever again.
Just to feel the beautiful sound of a warm harmony.

So I'll just sit here,
Hoping this pain,
And all that I fear,
Will never again remain.