My Wall

I've built my wall too high
And it's taken so long to do
No one has really cared
No one.. Except you

You are determined to break my wall
That is so high and proud
You are willing to comfort me
And rid me of this cloud

Through all the time we've spent together
Alone just you and me
Time just seems to stand still
And there's nowhere else we'd rather be

The lack of sleep has made us crazy
Though we still sit and talk
I'll never forget the night in the bookstore
Where we could talk and walk

In the past couple of days
I've had so much fun
But now in the other direction
I just want to run

The fear of being hurt
Scared of being scared
Because in my heart
Deep wounds have been carved

I think you have
The ability to help heal
But first I have to trust you
And that is a big deal

You trusted me and told me
All about your last
You told me about your love
And how you don't long for the past

I think this juggelette
Has finally found her juggalo
And as for this relationship
Every day it seems to grow

At first I thought this relationship
Would be all fun and games
But now there are actual feelings
Running through my veins

I'll take a step back
And I'll stop looking at my wall
Because no matter what you do
At least for now, I refuse to fall

Together we will be
Basically as friends
Because I don't want heartbreak
When all of this ends