So Many Tears I've Cried

So many tears I've cried
So many times I've tried
But never letting go...
Like I always said I would

It's like hearing no
It's like being thrown to the ground
There's no other pain like it
The pain you feel deep inside

You hold it in every day and night
Never letting nobody in
Afraid of what it might do
Letting it all come out

So many tears I've cried
So many times I've tried
But never letting go...
Like I always said I would

It might not be cuts and scrapes
It might not heal as fast
It might not leave a scar
That someone could see

But I have to say
It'll burn you inside
It'll leave you alone
It'll make you cry

It'll make you afraid
It'll make you want to die
It'll tear you apart
It'll feed on your pain

So many tears I've cried
So many times Ive tried
But never letting go...
Like I always said I would

Looks like I'll never will
Looks like I'll never try
Looks like I'll never let go
Like I always said I would

So many tears I've cried
So many times I've tried
But never letting go...
Like I always said I would