Don`t be fake

No one understands
no one even tries
little do they know
about the tears which are cried
why are they so fake ?
there lives are a joke
waiting for her to fall
just to watch her choke

she pretends,
it makes her just as bad
they glare at her
she now knows there mad
why give up when you've never even tried
why talk to her because all you`ll hear is lies

a perfect wall has been built
a wall made of guilt
everything she hides behind
her close calls of suicide

they call her depressed,
shes stupidly trying
but failing every test
forgotten her friends
no longer knows herself
turning into somebody else

because this isn't me
just the closest i can be