I sit up every night thinking
of you,
Thinking if we were meant
to be and if what we have is
true.
I have always been there for
you like you have been for
me,
But my heart still questions if
you really meant to hurt me.
We had our fights and it
usually ended with me crying
and slamming the door,
And after you left I would
regret everything I said and
lie crying on the floor.
We were the couple that were
supposed to stay together,
Our love for each other was
meant to last forever.
But after we split up for good,
I stayed while you went back
to your boys and your hood.
Each day for me was full of
pain and agony,
But i guess that was all you
ever gave to me.
I miss how you used to make
me laugh,
I miss how you used to cheer
me up when everything went
wrong,
And i miss how much you
have loved me all along.
