I'm not alright

I'm not alright, I just pretend I am,
Inside my heart is slowing dying.
At night tears fall from my eyes,
Because of all the pain in my life.

I just need to start everything over,
Make a new beginning for me.
Don't let anything like this happen again,
Change the way I did things.

Find someone who will love me,
And that I will love in return.
Someone to be here forever,
Who will never ever hurt me.

But I can't change things,
If only I could then I'd be okay.
I just wish people weren't so cold,
And we could all just get along.