Tears begin to fall again.
And my smile seems to fade.
This pain is coming back.
And I think this time its going to stay.
I'm afraid of what the future might bring.
But I'm terrified of my past.
Sometimes I want to give it all up.
But then again its the only thing that I have left.
I'm once again pretending to be happy.
As everything falls down around my feet.
I cant bring myself to tell you how I feel.
Cause the depression soon leaves me in defeat.
I wish I could reach out for you.
But I know you wont be there.
I try to call out for you.
But it just echos on through the air.
The mistakes I make.
And the regrets Ive got.
Haunt me everyday.
And they wont seem to stop.
As the days pass bye.
And no one notices how I feel.
I'm dieing more everyday.
I'm just to afraid to let it reveal.
I'm sick on all the pain.
And I'm tired of all the sleep less nights.
But I still stick around.
To hold to the only thing that feels right.
If I had the chance to prove to you.
Just how I truly feel inside.
Then believe me.
Id tell you everything Ive always had to hide.
Life has gotten difficult.
And I hate it even more.
Each day that passes without you.
The tears just pour and pour.
