I didnt mind be4

I like you
you like me
[at least thats how....
it used to be]]

i like you.
and you like her.
your life's perfect.
mines a blur.

i didn't mind be4.
when i saw her by your side.
but now i count the days.
that i come home and cry.

I'm trying to let go.
even though my heart still aches.
I'm still crying.
but what difference does it make.