I try not to show it
But every time I hear your name
I almost break down
I dont want to let anyone know
How much it still pains me
I try not to show it
Because of u
I now don't believe in true friends
What u did to me
I dont think I'll ever recover from
U killed my way of thinking
Because of u
Now I'm different
I hardly ever opened up to anyone before
But now I don't open up to anyone at all
Not even my family
Because I find it hard to trust
Now I'm different
U have ruined me
Emotionally and mentally
I still don't understand why
It had nothing to do with u
U took sides and hurt me so much
U have ruined me
Because of u I hide
I shut the closest people I've got out
I have them all worried about me
Due to my changing
It's all because of u
Because of u I hide
If only I'd seen the truth earlier
But I let myself get in so deep
I let myself believe every word u said
Now I'm bruised, cut and bleeding
I'm so far down
If only I'd seen the truth earlier
Thanks for showing me
What everyone tried to tell me
Right from the beginning
U had me so blind and fooled
Then when u didnt get your way u killed me
Thanks for showing me
