I TRY AND TRY BUT STILL I CRY

Every day I wake up with sorrow
Were should I go whom should I follow
As time goes by
Everything around me just die

Reaching out for help as no one care
Not even a minute any one could spare
I try and try
But still I cry

Searching for a new path as all are blocked
Leaving sadness in my heart that I have locked

Always wanted a true friend
To hug, care about and gifts to send
But no one cared
To whom my feelings I shared

Felt like I have been abandoned by my family friends and life
Questioning myself ,what have I done to deserve this life?
I try and try
But still I cry

I live and survive all on my own
No were to go no one to phone

Wanting to be loved and cared about
What is wrong with that? I have no doubt
People treated me bad all these years
Thinking about that makes my eyes full of tears

I gave up in family, friends and life
As I cry and reach out the knife
Wanting to end all of this
As I look at my families picture and give it a kiss

Something lighted in me and I knew I had a chance
To change all of this with one single glance
I cry and cry
But gave it a try

This is were I will start all over again
A knew page here I begin.