Every night I cry.

She cries the tears every night.
She can't seem to hold any back.

She didn't want to do it; but she just gave in.
She pushes the blade farther into her skin.

Not one day does she go without thinking about him.
She just wants to be alone without him there with her.

He put her through so much pain; so many tears she did cry.
He abused her; made her do things she never thought she would do.

He changed her life. Not just teporarily; but for her lifetime.
She can't trust anyone; or put her heart anywhere but his chest.

She gave her heart away. She doesn't want it back.
She doesn't care if he hurts her; she just wants to die.

In the end she realized; everything was just a messed up lie.