Missing Out

There are so many things that I wish you could see
There are so many things that I wish I could be
Things I know that would make you proud
But now you're one upon a cloud

Up above in God's great heaven
After diagnosed with cancer when I was eleven
So many moments that you are missing out on
So many places that you should belong

At my graduation, my first day of high school
Thinking about how I never said goodbye, I was a fool
Now that there is no more time
I with you would be here your hand in mine

You fought your hardest you gave it your best
But theres nothing worse than seeing your death
There are so many times that I wish you were there
But I shake it off and act like I don't care

It's been almost a year since you left
I try not to cry, I do my best
I know you wouldn't want me to
Be strong and hold tough like you used to

You were the one that I loved most
Now you're up with our heavenly host
You never criticized me in anyway
God, I do wish you were here today

But I guess, you're the one missing out...