I clawed at fate
with fingernails
(so black, they soaked in darkness)
but no matter what
i tried, i failed
(you still hated me regardless)
so i gave up on love
and welcomed hatred
(into my home two years from today)
and no matter what
i do or say
(it refuses to go away)
so i used the best
escape from fate
(the only one i knew)
but even then
i didn't come close
(to bringing you down too)
and as i walked
to the bridge that night
(i imagined it being hotter)
cause where i was going
after this
(wouldn't be masked my bone-chilling water)
and drowning there
i thought of you
(and all my unforgiven sins)
but i never got
to finish this line
(seeing Hell or it depends...)
