Baby brother Please dont Possess

It was you who made me hate myself
It was you who was never there
Yes I tried hard to keep you
Now I know your nothing at all
All my hopes and dreams were for you
Now I see nothing worse than knowing you
You ruined so many peoples lives
It was you who possessed me
Guided me through the darkness
You who lead me to the world of hate
I was happy before I ever met you
Why did you ever choose me to hurt...
To use...to hate...To possess
I'm so lonely here in these padded walls
That's where you have put me
I didn't want to kill, I loved...
How could you make me do that?
Make me do any of these things?
Standing over my baby brother
Clenching that knife in my sweating palms
How did you guide my hands to puncture the heart?
Was it really in me from the start?
Now I will never sleep again
From the dread, the fear .. The cries
I will never forget you my baby brother
..the day you made me kill you!