Sometimes I feel like hurting myself,
Other times I just want to kill myself,
But instead I change what people think about me..
When I talk to you it seems that all my problems seem to disappear,
But when your gone my problems come right back.
When I see your name on the caller ID,
I answer the phone my normal cheerful fashioned voice,
Like nothing is wrong in my life.
When I told you I used to cut myself ,
You told me that you didnt even noticed.
Sometimes I wish I had no scares to prove to you I have problems,
But when I heard the problems you had, I froze from all the damages you had from your mom.
When I saw the scare on your face I asked you what that was from,
When I saw the reaction when I asked that I knew it was bad.
The worse part was it was from your mom when she used to smoke and drink.
After we had that talk some nights ago it seems that i'm not the only one who understands what i'm going through,
It makes me feel good about myself,
It makes my feel FREE!!!!
