I Watched You Walk Away

I've wanted to tell you how I really feel for a while
But I couldn't find the right words
I didn't have the heart to say what was really in my hart
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing now
But you need to know the truth that I hide
The real reason why I started freaking out
The whole time you were around.

Please just listen to what I have to say
Sit down, don't move
Shutup, don't say a word
Listen to these words and take them in
Please believe me I never wanted you to hurt
And I understand that you may do so after this
And I'm so so sorry.

For 2 years I had these feelings
Every time I was around you
It's like you had me hypnotized
And there was nothing I could do
I didn't quite understand what these feelings were
I tried to let it go thinking it would pass
Until about 5 months ago
That's when I realized what I had done.

I know I had so many chances to tell you
I came so close to doing that
But every time I did I stumbled
The words just wouldn't come out
Please understand I wanted to tell you
It's like my heart was saying do it
But my head was saying dont do it.

You don't know how much I've hurt
And how many times I've cried
Because I didn't tell you when I had the chance
But there were so many times I tried
But I also tried to let it go, let you go
I thought I had until I found that CD we made
I listened to it, I tried to let it go, but I wasn't able to do so

You see, I have feelings for you
They are pretty pretty strong
I'm not sure if it's that I was close to you
And you were there for me
Or if it is that I'm right when I say
I'm in love with you, what can I do?

I'm sorry you have to hear this now
I hope you don't hate me forever
I don't blame you if you do though
It's my own fault and this I know but
I thought I'd never see you again
And that I'd get over it all
When I watched you walk away.