Secret love

I'm with him you know,
but its not him i see
for he does not know i smile because of you,
my heart skips when i hear your voice,
just to be around you teases me the most,
i don't know if you know but its so obvious,
its not him I'm looking for through these crowded rooms,
my minds telling me no and my heart is telling me yes,
i want to do this right,
i know this will end up in a big fight,
but i cant help my love for you,
it burns deep down,
your my light to this darkness I'm in,
and its your heart i want to win,
your not just another Boy,
your the one i see and say thats him,
when he finds out about how i feel about you tonight he will know know the Truth i have been trying to fight!