I just want you to know this,
And I hope you understand,
After everything is over its the old you I'll always miss,
Always there making me smile when I'm sad,
You were always there, the person I had.
You became distant,
Pulling from me,
We'd call you up "Do you wanna come out?" but it was always I can't,
The signs were somthing I'd refuse to see,
I never thought one of them you'd be.
Laughing at my pain,
When I needed you the most,
I still fail to see what you have gained,
The old you is now just a ghost,
To my pain you've now become the host.
You know how to hurt me, and kill me inside,
You always make a point of proving it,
The mean things you say, I hope you lie,
Fat, ugly, useless, unfit,
This new painful fire you have lit.
I said somethings and I slapped you,
Bright pink hand mark on your cheek,
You hurt me bad this time, you know its true,
My heart began to throb and relief i tried to seek,
Hope for us now seems bleak.
Honestly, I feel really bad,
Losing you again,
Making you mad,
I trusted you, I thought you were my friend,
Is it possible this is really the end?
I just want you to know, this is where I'm at,
I am truly mad,
I just wanted you to know that,
And I hope you understand.
