TWISTED

I lie here
Drowning in the darkness
I don't even try
To fight the current
Because I
Am the reason I'm here
I plunged head first
Into the dark
Without thinking
Without telling you good-bye
Without saying I love you
Without taking my final breath
On some sick level of insanity
This is probably helping me
Because before all this
Before the darkness
I practically was dead
A zombie
Walking around
But now I realize
What I have
And it makes me sick
To think that I'm losing it all
When I just found it
It's a cruel world we live in
But don't worry
It's ending for me now