Betwixt And Between

Living in the world of betwixt and between.
Its the strangest place that I have ever seen.
I'm not really here and I'm not really there.
Its like I am in this place not really anywhere.

Its this world that seems like my own making.
I feel my presence there and here creating.
How I got in this place I am not really sure.
I try to remember the first time but its a blur.

Somehow I got in this place so long ago.
First a finger, then a hand and an elbow.
I had to take a look inside so then my head.
I was amazed but at the same time a dread.

I figure what the heck so climbed totally in.
I saw others there, too; Some I called friend.
Part of me feels like I haven't really left.
Part of me feels this odd sense of bereft.

I have tried to find the opening to go back.
It must be hidden or I might be just offtrack.
One thing is for certain; I feel so changed.
Reality has tilted; Fantasy, its been rearranged.