My biggest fear.

I miss you I say,
as you have heard a thousand times before.

But I don't know if you care.

Every body said that you loved me,
and when I first met you,
I saw it.

I saw love in your eyes,
but now when you see me,
I see questions.

Maybe what I see,
is just a reflection of me.

Another fear,
from the back of my mind.

I have gotten in so deep,
the fear of losing you,
has cut me up inside.

I don't want to imagine you leaving,
the pain of being without you.

I simply couldn't stand it,
and it brings so many tears to my eyes,
many a night,
this fear of mine!

Do not leave me,
for I love you so,
I truly do!

I would say it to your face,
but I don't know what you would say.

I am not perfect,
I am very far from it.

So I must need somebody to love,
somebody care for.

I need somebody to love me back though,
I need support when I fall to the ground.

I would confess these feelings to you myself,
but my fears are too great.

So let me say it now!

I really like you,
my wonderful love,
you make me feel so happy,
I just can't stand to lose you!
No,
I can't live without you!

Even though I may try,
I will never truly get over you.

I promise you,
you have my heart.

Only if I could like you forever,
it would be amazing.

Only if I could tell you,
the truth of my feelings.

They say thirteen's too young to love,
but I may disagree.
These feelings,
are too strong to be just another crush,
to be just another boy in my life.

People may say,
it's way too early to say yet,
even when I say it.

(Cody, if I said I loved you? Would you love me back? Sorry if this is soon, but it won't leave my mind.)