Life

I didn't think it would end
or happen so soon
now i wonder while
i look up at the moon

i wonder if you really care
or if this is all just a big game
because i cant take it anymore
its making me completely insane

all i tend to do now is cry
wondering why you aren't here
why cant the one and only thing
that happens to be my cure

just be right next to me
firmly holding on
dint let me slip away
or am i still the one wrong

if you want something
just tell me to my face
I'm sick of being clueless
making my heart race

every time your mentioned
my heart pounds fast
cant handle the fact your coming
an actual part of my past

so tired of this bull
i want to get over it all
get up on the edge
hoping i don't fall

so exhausted from this pressure
that comes from all around
whats going to happen
without one word or sound

this life is like a puzzle
that wont solved any day
everything is fading
and soon will go away

all the people will be gone
and friends we have had fun with
but in the near future
will this all be just a myth

don't smoke, don't drink
don't do drugs at any time
how can you live life to the fullest
if none of thats on your mind?

i wonder about the days
that happen to just go on by
when the day is over
i just begin to ask why

the cigarettes i smoke
calms all the problems down
the alcohol in my system
makes it all positive around

don't you wonder why
all these years went on through
the next thing you will ask
is what should we all do

i sit here and type
makes me feel good inside
i have no feelings right now
and no longer cried

this life is a waste
of time i get to use
once its all done and over with
I'm no longer confused

wont have any regrets
wont care about them either
i just get to lay back
and take a second breather

you ask me how i know
i know more than you think
i can answer your questions
within one solid blink

you think you know the real me
but really you know the fake
i guess thats your bad
or should we call it a mistake

I'm sick of the lying
that goes around my head
knowing people mess around
not caring what is said

this poem is disappearing
right before our eyes
i know when my time comes
there will be no goodbyes

you wish i say to everyone
they all have a wish i bet
i cant wait till this life is over
after the never-ending sunset