I love you...and you know it.
you say you love me but what happened last night.
i wish i knew what u had said about maybe someday i can... i wish i had heard the end of the sentence because only moments before you told me you loved me and i did the i love you more right before you said that....
i cannot ask you what you said because you do not remember..then again you remember nothing...none of the things you told me...not even how i tried to help you or how i hugged you so differently to how i used to.
you will not know that parting last night was the last thing i wanted to do. if i could have i would've held you all night i would've done anything to be with you or to help you.
this morning you said you wanted to go away and die....it hurts me every time you say this...because i love you so much you're such a big part of my life.
i cant live without you...no matter how much you hurt me in times to come or how much you've hurt me in the past I'm not going anywhere i love you too much to let you go.
but i wish i knew exactly what you had said because deep down i feel as though you don't love me as much as you say you do when you're sober.
