Different

They look at me like im different
like I did something wrong
like it was my fault
and it took so long

I finally gave into you
but everything went bad
and I just faded away
my life just turned sad

Everything I loved was gone
everything I needed was you
and my life was just a lie
and nothing was true

My life seemed unreal
everything that I used to know
it was all gone
I had no where to go

I began to leave
but all my thoughts left me to grieve
my heart pounded faster
and I began to look at you

You looked back at me
I wondered what you were thinking could be
I turned away but couldn't hear you
I just looked past my hopes

My worst fears cant to be
my heart just split into
you didn't even care
know look what I do

I cut my wrists and bleed
just to have a laugh
everyone thinks im crazy
yea look who gets the last laugh

One day ill kill them all
and ill just hark a little giggle
watch them all fall
and begin to squirm and wiggle

I'll watch them fade like they watched me
after all it was you who made me this way
you let me die inside
and just couldn't help me

Now your friends are gone to
look what I can do
you hurt me
now I hurt you

This is my farewell
good reddens to finding them
you'll have to look 6ft below
and I laugh now I must go