Im Lost Without You

I'm lost without you, this pain is to great, the pain knowing your leaving me.So i sit in my room and i let my soul bleed into words as the tears that fall from grace hit my hands,I my voice is weak i have nothing to drive me to go over and beyond. Nothing to keep me from the bad things i had once done, I'm lost in our past that we had made with one another but I'm dragged from the good days with a ring ring of my phone, i hear a hello but im not weak to say much my hearts being shattered just by the sound of her voice, I had no other choice but to pull this bottle to my lips she knows what im about to do so her words run in my head saying pleas thats not going to fix it...