Maybe not today

Kick me dig me do what you want
for i am sick of your mental abuse
you caused me so much pain
i am left in shame

you drive me mad
i feel like i am going insane
all the words go round in my head
the same crap you say to me over and over again

you never let me be
so go on and do your best
i am down on the ground
and i want to rest

so finish what you started
and pick up the knife for one last time
pug it in my heart
like the words that lay there too

cause i want to rest
in a world without you
so make sure you go trough the heart
not a inch away from it

no i knew you couldn't
you wouldn't do it
cause you are so scared of where I'll go
even if it is heaven

you'll still think I'm up
there with someone else
you pathetic little shit
who loves to beat up women

you don't like me to leave
cause you want me here
to listen to your shit
and be a punching bag for you

one day i will be free
and you my dear friend
will no longer be able to hurt me
you will go straight to hell

and meet your match
forever my dear friend