Stumble Home Broken Again

Never thought I'd be feeling this way
With the blackness inside coming to play
Once again you choose to betray
And now my soul is beginning to fade

I know there's a heart inside my chest
But now it has turned to stone at best
And I'm being put to the ultimate test
Will I pull through or finally rest?

Life goes on but I'm so close to the edge
Without you I'm falling off of the ledge
My eyes are always red, I'm so sick of crying
I wish everyone would just stop lying

I close my eyes and my mouth speaks your name
Just let me slip away, this is a sick game
No matter which way you spin it it's always the same
This kind of sadness doesn't have a name

The light in my eyes has turned so dull
I can't think and I'm up against a wall
Just standing here prepared to fall
My mind is drifting, about to lose it all

You were all I saw whenever you were around
Now my emotions are gone, waiting to be found
My eyes go out of focus, my head starts to pound
You wake up tomorrow and I might not be around

Just wanting so bad to give in and let it flow
Let myself fade, forever down I'll go
When it's all over only the blade will know
The tears start up again and my head hangs low

My mind is all jumbled up and the world starts to spin
My fragile heart has been broken again
I'll keep on fighting but I know I can't win
I'll just stumble home, broken once again

4/6/07

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