Person to the side

I know you don't want to show it in i understand
but you always seem to blow it when you get the chance
i know it sounds corney i know it sounds lame
but to you its a joke to you its a game
well thats all i want to say and i hope you hear me out
we both like each other without a doubt
Why cant you understand that if you try to fix all your regrets
life will be yours to miss
You know that you always had my heart ever since that first kiss
even though there is another guy when i think about him you the one i talk about
when i talk about him you the one i think about
i could never get you out my mouth
and when you are out my mouth
your in my head i know your younger than me so we have to keep our love a secret
but i realized that when you said you loved me you didn't really mean it
I know that you don't love me and i can see why
I'm just the ugly person who sits on the side