Compressed 1

I feel my cheeks burning as i hold the knife,
I've been waiting for this moment now is the night,
I've been practicing and for this and my cuts still burn,
What I'm about to do is none of your concern,
I bit my bottom lip so hard and now its beginning to bleed,
Great more blood right now that is exactly what i need,
I place the knife the closes to my chest,
I promise this won't be a failed attempt like all the rest,
Now don't tell me that i need help everything will get better,
Because I've already signed and sealed my death letter.