All my emotions for you

I feel as these emotions for you
and not knowing how to deal
or not knowing what to do

I love you till the day I die
I know someday you will see
that you let me slip right on by

knowing your right in front of me
and knowing I cant be with you
is the worst pain that there can be

but I hate you so much
for leaving me here alone
and now I don't want your touch

I'm confused by you
I don't know what you feel
and so I don't know what to say or do

I'm hurting so much inside
and wanting to die seems like the best escape
and the worst part is I always had to abide

I have always loved you no matter the emotion
and I don't think that will ever change for you
and the worst part is I always gave the notion.