Why???

A song i wrote after my grand father died...

why did you have to go? kept behind were secrets hidin' inside of you yeah....
now i know what troubles you hid from me... i believed in certain story's you told me i though you would never die
i miss you
i miss you...yeah
your cookies and your taco's
the best I've ever tasted and i want you to know i ..i miss you
i love you
i love you and i always will
you said....said you'd never leave me..butcha did
you'd never let me go..instead i am stuck with everything left in my head in my hands
i am stuck believing certain stories that you cant tell me ..
i wish i could turn back time, tell you that
i love you