My soul it screams for you
For your love and joy
why cant you answer?
my arms reach out for you
In the dark and your not reaching back
why?
my heart is dieing with every untold kiss
my love is only for u and to be loved by you
my illness is taking over
I wait for you to catch me after every fall
why cant it be
am I gonna love and never be loved back
Live alone and
Die alone
My illness is killing me
why cant I just know whats wrong with everything thats good
Everything thats good, why does it go away
your face and black heart holds me back
Holds me back from the things you are
with fear and sorrow
The fear of this illness
i no longer wish to love
I no longer reach out for the clean hands
I am no longer
I am gone
Your love is my illness
