How can you simply say
What I deal with every day.
How do I sweetly reply
As to the reason why.
Am I suppose to sound happy
When I'm completely empty.
Should I just go ahead and lie
About how I no longer wish to die.
Do I pretend like every thing's okay
When I'm really in disarray
When should I finally reveal
All that pain that has yet to heal
Why can't I say that I'm not fine
I'm not happy, I just hold a fake sign
How can anyone not see
The pain lurking within me.
When will I let go and give in
When will this addiction finally win.
