The tears begin to fall again...
As I realize the mistake I made.
I tried to tell you how I felt.
I tried with all my might.
But you just shut me down again...
With "that's stupid and think twice."
I sit here crying my eyes out.
Wishing for it all to end.
The fighting between us..
Reminds me of why I should be dead.
I tried to say it all so clear.
About the problems I have now.
But you just tried to make it better.
You didn't listen.
You just lectured.
You told me right from wrong.
And told me nothing was worth ending my life over.
Then you said something that hurt.
You said "I'll consider the whole relationship over."
Then you turn right back around say...
"nothing's worth taking your life over."
I guess you didn't understand.
What I was trying to get through to you.
But then again.
I never knew how to talk about such things with you.
I guess I should spill all my thoughts.
Maybe then you'll see.
If you're gone.
Then there's no me.
I bet you're thinking..
"how stupid and selfish of her."
But what's the point?
When the one you love would forget you ever existed?
I'd give my life for you.
And I sure as Hell would take it too.
But I guess.
From your own words.
You'd never do that for me.
