Death

I have thought of death,
So many times before,
Not to mention attempted death,
More times to ignore

I have thought of slicing
As well as dicing.
But in the end there is no trying,
Because of the people watching

I have a couple people,
That I trust and confine in,
They have told me to doodle,
to try and figure myself out

I have so much stuff,
Going through my head,
There is no need to bluff,
I am definitely dead

There is no need to live,
Unless you have something to live for,
So 1 last hi five,
I have nothing more

So why bother trying,
When you are just gonna fail,
And there is no need for lying,
And in the end your falling like hail