Give me another shot

See that knife?
Take it in your hand
Stab me in the back
Maybe then I'll understand

How can you be the one to dry my tears
When I need consoling?
You were the one that caused them to fall,
My emotions, you're controlling.

I never knew of anyone so cruel
Until I met you.
You used me, for all that I've got,
Then told me you were through.

You lead me to believe
That there are people worthy of trust.
Something you lead me to believe, as strong as stone
Crumbled and turned to dust

I try to block you from my mind
I numb myself with three or four
Maybe another to eternally end this
I won't have to deal with you anymore.