If you stay, then I will die

As you watch me fall, seek in the sand
The way I said "I cut my hand"
Misery is my voice, whispered in the dark
My sanity lost, my wounded heart

I have a need to show my blood
Until the day you fall in the mud
One day, I said I was weak and shy
The moment for you to make me cry

Go to hell and say goodbye
If you stay, then I will die
I am despair, depression's my life
Don't take my hand, just take my knife

Turn around or I'll be lost forever
Vanish now, if you are clever
Finish my grave or let me be free
There's nothing left for you, with me