Love Me Not

You say you still love me,

but where were you when my world was falling.

All you could say was I'm sorry

when I started crying.
Well I'm sorry too,

sorry that I ever thought I needed you.

Feeling forgotten for months on end,

trying to believe that you still loved me.

But I guess it was just a lie,

just like all the broken promises you filled into my head.

It's taken me months to let my heart thaw,

each relationship while that time shattering.

Because I still believed that you loved me.

But guess what, it's over, I no longer believe,

and I no longer weep.

Why?

Because I now know that I actually have someone here for me.

Who never lies, and fills my head with broken promises.

Even if he doesn't love me, I at least know that he won't hurt me.