What can I do?

How can I help,
When I am left alone?

What should I do?
lost within my own mind.

Not knowing what is fake or real,
hard to trust.

Hard to believe.
What am I to do when I'm so lost?

Does anyone understand,
why I hide or when I cry?

How can I help,
when I cannot help myself?

Why mommy why?
Why does he hate me so?

Did I do something wrong,
to push him so far away?

Have I messed up,
to keep him away?

Why does he not want to know me?
when he knows my sisters so...