Weakness

by tyanna   Apr 11, 2007


I have so many problems,
they seem to never end.
I feel like I'm always on the edge,
Like my life is at its end.

My psychiatrist says it's PTSD,
I say I'm just weak.
Because without my medication,
I can hardly even speak.

I'm always bursting with anger,
and I can't control the tears.
I need to find peace in this world,
my life is filled with fears.

I don't know where to go,
or even where to hide.
The memories always find me,
they are the only thing that stays at my side.

You brought me into this world,
yet never taught me to survive.
You left me without knowledge,
Never taught me to strive.

You taught me how to hate,
never how to love.
How was I supposed to grow,
without ever getting hugs??

I need to be stronger,
Need to get back on my feet.
Thoughts of you will no longer,
bring me to my knees as I weep.

****Please vote and leave comments!! I would like to know what everyone thinks****

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  • 17 years ago

    by DeadandBleeding

    This is so sad. You have a great skill of being able to take people who may not be able to relate, and let them in on your feelings and give them an understanding they wouldn't normally have without the experience, if that makes any sense. I really like this one.
    DnB

  • 17 years ago

    by Boy

    You taught me how to hate,
    never how to love.
    How was I supposed to grow,
    without ever getting hugs??

    my dear i do not know why these poems realy touched my heart . it was sad but i loved that stanza most. you done great job takecare 5/5

  • 17 years ago

    by Monica AKA Mika

    Damn...i dont know if i can say that but thats the first word that comes to my mind, and i just feel bad, terrible, and just selfish cuz im not there helping you even though i cant really do anything and i just feel like im not trying, all im doing is commenting your poems, but that doesnt make your life any better its just there! First off 5/5 secondly i love this poem and i think it has really good flow n rhymes, girl just keep writting cuz that always helps me through my problems, but i know you'll get though this!

  • 17 years ago

    by Kristina

    Awww wow this is sad, but greatly written. i really like what you wrote about. it's great! 5/5

    ~Kristina

  • 17 years ago

    by BeautifulDisaster

    I dont really like this poem. its kind of weird. but 4/5