Suicide rests within Me

I look outside my window
And what do I see
Freedom, just waiting below
Just for me

One little jump
Thats all have to do
Ill be one little lump
My destiny is true

I look upon my desk
Under a little book
I can lay myself to rest
With a little hook

Or maybe with the blade
I took from you
Suicide thoughts I have made
Oh.. What should I do