I don't know what to do ..
Grab the gun and shoot?
It's possible and now it's so clear
To the point where its hard for me To even look in the mirror.
And I deserve every bit of it
I've made so much sh*t
And every breath i take
Is one more mistake
So don't u tell me my time isn't now
And when I'm dead don't u dare Ask how
Because here's your fair warning, Loud and clear---
And watch my hand tremble as i Reach for a spear
And soon you'll remember this as The year
That another life was taken Because of another tear.