It's hard when you can't get yourself,
To say what you want to say.
It's painful trying to escape this nightmare,
When it feels so real.
One day nothing could be better,
And then the next comes and Nothing could be worse.
Before the world could be about to End
But it wouldn't matter if you were there.
Before I could be close to tears
But you could make me laugh again.
But now that's gone.
All of that's gone.
So now when the world's about to end,
It really will for me.
So now when I'm close to tears,
Nothing is there to stop them from Flowing.
So now every song has a new meaning.
So now every step I take is in the wrong direction.
So now every breath I take is one too many.
So now every word I write and every word I think
Is about what it would be like
Without me here.
And every birthday that comes,
All i think is about how I wasted another year.
I keep writing and thinking these things,
Until there's nothing left to do
But grab the gun and shoot.
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