My depression had grew so far in my soul i was numb.
My depression didn't let me feel anything. I wouldn't blame this on you two, i would blame it on myself for not going to you, for not asking you to help me, but you couldn't of. I didn't want to be a burden. I wanted to escape into a world where i would feel peace and love, or even burning flesh, but something were i could feel. I have been wearing a colorful mask to hide myself, i didn't want to hide myself any longer. I chose the gun. I was fast. I hope you understand.
I love you both so very much.
I LOVE YOU!
Tori
